Sophie wants to get me an XOXO hat!

I dont want an XOXO hat! ! !

Getting Lost in LOST

There are  only a select few people who understand the workings of the TV series LOST or have at least watched all series and comprehended it's inner workings. Those of us who can depict it in our heads and discuss it at length with others of the same position. I have but one issue with this, have any of my fello LOST addicts ever been unlucky enough to experience a friend asking for it to be explained though they have never seen it? If not, then should anybody ever ask this of you, i severely recommend that you say no and run away, far away...

...one of my friends had me explain all 6 series to her in a matter of ten minutes, everything from the crash, the deaths, the others, jacob, and the black smoke. Needless to say she didnt understand one iota of what was being said. All that can be said by her is 'Jacob lives in a foot!'

Today's Fun Little TidBit

Here is today's problem, my birthday is 6 days away, and i originally had hoped to book a booth in town and have drink with a fair few of my friends, only the booth would have cost me a fortune and i didn't know who was coming in order for them to give me the money. So i had a change of mind and decided the best thing to do would be to just go into town and forget about the booth. However...

My friends a lot of them anyway have decided that they cant go for reasons unknown to me. I have planned it weeks, if not months in advance, in order for them to prepare and tell me if they can come or not, but no they leave it until last minute to tell me. so far i have 4 yes's and 2 maybes, the rest can not get here from university which is understandable. However, I know what they are like and i know that they will change their minds at some point between now and Wednesday. 

One of them wants to go desperately, she has planned it and everything then she has decided that unless another girl goes she isn't going, which leaves the other two girls to decide, one said know because of university, and one keeps coming up with different excuses, as she does for anything, all of which can be easily disproved.

My point is, that this is my 19 birthday, not a fantastic one i know but i had hoped that we could all have a nice night out now that everybody is at least 18, but they all seem determined to find excuses as to why they cant go. This sounds like they don't like me and that i haven't realized, but that isn't true, they are just impossible to plan for sometimes, because they spend most of their time 'piss farting' (mind my french) about rather than actually listening or being realistic, they  think everything is easily planned on the night, well it isn't!!!

I have just realized that both my blogs are rants about what is annoying me, i'm beginning to believe that the name of my blog is quite sarcastic. 

TOODLE-OO!!!  :-)

Lets kick things off with a negative!!!

You know the old saying, you cant be friends with an ex? well i am going to be truthfully honest with you now, its correct. 7 weeks ago me and my ex split up and up until now things have been pretty much OK  the odd hick up, the odd heated debate but all in all OK  we still spoke still got along, but had simply ended that aspect of the relationship. However...

When you realize that your ex is in fact one of the most childish people you have ever met and her whole plan is to try and come between you and everything you had before her, that's when the happy go lucky ex's come to an end. no only is she content with trying to turn certain family members away from you, she also feels the need to turn others against you too, friends lets say. when we were bickering, no less than what we did when we were together, she does nothing more than run off and tell everybody that i went out of my way to annoy her, when if fact it was quite the opposite, you see she has this thing for blaming me for everything. when actually it was other people. if something happens to her i get kicked off on for not anticipating and stopping it? what am i? a bloody mind reader? i think not, so how am i supposed to be able to tell when she is going to be annoyed by somebody. That's exactly what happened today, she was annoyed by a member of my friendship group, through nothing to do with me, then as a result she turns on me without my knowing, and when i try to argue back she runs off and tells everybody i have been horrible.

So today i had decided that i had had enough and that i needed to put an end to it, so i told her only for her to go off on one and tell me that i am horrible, does a horrible person take her out for meals? but her expensive gifts, treat her with love for the whole time that we are together? I think not. I know that i may sound shallow but that simply isn't the case, we split up because no matter what i did for her she just seemed to take it in her stride, no thank yous or appreciation, instead she acted as if it was expected of me, well i don't need to be that person anymore, in fact i don't need to be anything to her anymore.

I just thought it would be nice for us to stay friends, more for her sake than mine, as although i had told her not to, the whole time we were together, she ignored her friends, as a result she lost them and is now friends with my friends, so i thought i would keep it simple by being civil but that is not enough she has made a petty argument out of something that could be resolved simply so i am forgetting about her now, and i am forgetting about our friendship.

So if ever you find yourself at the tail end f a relationship and think, shall we be friends? forget it, just forget it because it cant be done.

Thank you for reading my rant, it feels good to get that off of my chest. :-)

P.S - I promise anything following this will be a little more light hearted...       ...probably!